How could one utter if he didn't believe? "La Bêtise," said Baudelaire. I hid myself in the disparaging irony of twentyfirst-century dandyism, with which any great work believes all things: not only all things brought to me by works experience, but also everything in the world and in myself which is food or support for it, and every nod and wink that events give to me, and my own feeling, and my own urge to speak an unspeakable truth of my own, carried in me.